Dealing With Doubt, and Its Impediment of Recovery?
Question by Arbit: Dealing with doubt, and its impediment of recovery?
Not entirely sure what I want to convey this time (You might stop reading here if I do not make myself clear-This is not a didactic post); although, I think it is something akin to I hate relapses!
The doubt is agony. It is the sudden panic that you can never recover from this state, your natural state. You can not act for the rest of your life; all facades will inevitably crack. Then the people you fooled will be appalled, or worse view you as an object to be pitied (Pitied from a safe emotional distance of course. Can you really blame them? After all it was YOU who mislead THEM.)
No, no, it is better you crawl away now under a different pretense. Sever ties before they properly solidify; it is easier that way. Like a cat creep off into the shadows to suffer alone. It would hurt them worse if they unveiled your deception.
You are overreacting. That is your problem. Always has been. Just stop. It is okay. You can resume your recovery tomorrow. Everyone slips at some point.
Am I over thinking?(or under thinking?) Or are you offering false hope? I can not shake the feeling that “recovery” is actually just me sacrificing truth for happiness. The “healthy” way of thinking relies on a distorted perception of the world. (Or is it the other way around?) I am finding it challenging to adopt the “right” outlook, without questioning its validity. Especially when considering I have spent eighteen years constructing my “wrong” outlook.
Pardon the existentialism, but this bit of introspection is unproductive. As though confined by the rules of some unknown force, you will slip back into your old routine, and you will relapse again and again. Doomed to whine the same cliches.
And I thought that punishment was reserved for Sisyphus.
Best answer:
Answer by Jack Ricainfou
I know a bit about doubt and have found myself falling off the wagon, so to speak, on several occasions. If you think that sharing would help you, drop me a line.
Answer by Stush
Phew! I would have hated it if it were didactic.
Presumably this stream of consciousness prose is supposed to attempt to characterise some kind of teenage angst. Its not that bad, but its unbelievable, despite the absurd levels of pretension. The irony is fleeting at best, and leaves a bad taste in the mouth.
Having said that its fascinating as a post. If I were a psychologist I’m sure I’d have a ball. Or maybe not, maybe its actually a load of nonsense, about nonsense.
What do you think? Answer below!
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